I Wonder Why...

• Why do i go on guilt trips so often?
• Why do my friends stick by my side all the time?
• Why can't Anu and me sleep in normal positions?
• Why am i in love with watermelon juice?
• Why do Abhinav and me end up being so darn happy with each other?
• Why does Uday hav nothin to talk to me with these days?
• Why is Persie always so rude,yet my bestie?
• Why is Varsha always there to listen when i need her?
• Why does Deepak always pose in one way?
• Why do i love and hate Manipal?
• Why is understanding people so complicated?
• Why am I so claustrophobic in life sometimes?
• Why is Bhairavi so young yet so old?
• Why is MIC so chilled,so much fun?
• Why are we always broke?
• Why is Ami sucha sweetheart?
• Why are principles so easy to form, so hard to follow?
• Why do people talk shit about others?
• Why is Rohan so lovable?
• Why do i think so much........???

My Left-Minded Narcissist

Hmmm..so a few people here didnt like their potrayal in my first post...or the way they took it..so i think its pretty justified dat i get them right this time...
So yeah..my guy here isnt just a yelling breakin glasses bla bla bla kinda guy...he's fucking emo!!lol lol lol..sorry!joke!
Ok he drinks and smokes and does shit in life,but wat doesnt make him just another 'random guy', is that atleast he accpets wat he does; wrong or right.
Ok we totally fuck each other up in our heads on issues and occasions that i have lost account of, but he'll still always call or something and make an effort to get things right...and apologise when he's wrong!
Ok we both live our lives the way we want to, make our own choices and need our space, but he still comes up with random shit like the "yahoo rule"!!!lol lol lol
Ok he loves mornings, harry potter (eeeeew) and mango milk (EEEEEEEWWWWW!!), but we both love pasta, stoles, seven bees, aatman and persie...and me!ha!
Ok he hates kc and sittin on the pavement, PDA and me quiet, but we both hate MIT, fucking up at deetee, random people talking to me at kc and the number of folks who message me...esp wen am with him!
Ok he talks and thinks a lot and interrupts me way too often wen i speak, but i have shared the closest silences with him...
Ok he doesn't like a few people i know and hang out with and might just kill them one day (hahahaha!), but he's made me meet few of the nicest souls in Manipal...
Ok he doesnt deserve the shit that he gets, but he's still around for the same people when they need him.
Ok he fucks up his life and academics for one sem, but he atleast knows who he is, what he means to himself and others and what he wants.
So...Ok!he does things i like..he does things i dont..he makes me happy..he makes me numb..he makes me talk...he makes me think...but in the end, he's my guy...wouldnt change a thing about him...wouldnt want him to feel the way he does sometimes...wouldnt want him to go away...cause we both know-we both are fuckers! :) and i like him, cause he's like me...an 8 pointer...cheers!

Peace \m/

Diseased Lives

Hola!!!well its finally happenin..am bloggin!!sittin on dis lazy ass of mine,i thought it's high time i became a part of this world..and become lazier!ha!
So my first post had to go out for all my buds i know there and that diseased place itself, especially ever since it started to rule our lives - DEETEE!
So before i go into intrinsic details of how day in and day out,we all get hammered there,i gotta make a plea - any spare livers or lungs please?? anybody?? cause mine are dying!!!!
Anyway cuttin the melodrama, that place is addictive...i mean i don really wanna complain..i found my guy there, and hav spent "awesomo" times wid him thereafter (ahemmm), met and made great friends (love u uday n deeps), came across the best eva lookin dj (aatman rules...period) and hav taken wit me memories dat i will la la la..u get the point right?and of course!!goin to deetee every night in november is the secret behind my outstandin grades!!trust me...pani taught me loads o lessons there! :)
but yea..now lets look at the other side of the coin as they say...

*settling the bill - YIKESSS!!!believe me..being the last person sane enough to do dat is THE LAAAAST thing you would eva want...
*taking care of other chiks - YIIIKKKKEESSSSS!!! just settle the bill!! its easier!
*goin there at 8 on Saturdays - well, you ll be a freakin idiot of the highest order doing that!!cause get one fact in your head..it ll be P-A-C-K-E-D!!you lose your table itself,forget inviting others!
*fighting with your guy - ooooooo..stupid stupid thing to do..already drunk,and you wanna fight...ha!it will lead to breakin glasses in ur hand,tears,yelling,kissin and makin up on "wonderwall" and a hell long of a night!and the next day!lol...
*dying of lung cancer - you know i had actually quit smokin, but soon realised i ll die anyway cause of all the second-hand smoke, so i just quit the quittin part!(eeeew..see too much alcohol makes me write shit like dat last line!)..so yea..basically..if downing one drink after another wasnt enough,smoking entire packs of fags will surely help the cause - dying at 27!

So i dunno how to conclude..don wanna make it look like a college paper and deriving inferences and all..i jss know..no matter all the damage it has done (and trust me,its lots),i still love dat place..ll still call it my second home..and ll still go get smashed wid my guy and friends!!but also that we need lives outside dat place..cause its a disease..and we all are sick!

Peace \m/